I wish I felt no pain or sorrow
I wish they had true love towards me
I wish I were nothing but a stone
No matter if the rain was falling from the sky
Wetting my heart, my face and my eyes
I would not see bliss or unpleasure
I would not feel hapiness or greed
Here it is my selfish soul
So full it seems everything is about to melt
Would they notice?
Would they see the tears in my eyelids?
No, they wouldn't.
I am nothing but an option
I am an unblessed gift
A bad joke
Spare of time
I AM A LIE.